Tuesday, March 1, 2011

you lOsing Me DeAr =(

long distance relationship, huh 
people says it suppose to be more romantic then normal relationship.
im stating to doubt that. 
apple pie, bile awak kate awak nak saya, saya pun time tu tengah mencari jalan untuk amik awak 
jadi saya punye . awak kate awak sayang saya, tapi mane bukti nyer? saya dah bg full komitmen da. 
saya prasan yg awak nie careerist , orng yg pentingkan life kerjaya more then life as a human being
but saya x kish sbb , at first. now, awak nak text saya pun shari skali je. saya bukan nak text awak 24 jam 
tapi saya nak awak jd part of my life n part of myself. saya nak awak jd tmpat say mengadu, tmpat saye luahkan sumenye, tapi, since awak lebih pentingkan bende lain so saya x nak la kacau . 

saya tau , saya slalu kacau awak nak study , saya mintak maaf sgt. tp org lain pun study jugak takde pulak diorang buzy je setiap mase. sometimes tu saya tgu awak msj or kol saya sampai 3 o 4pg sbb awak yg kate lepas habis keje awak nak text saye, nak kol saye , tapi. 
bau pun xdak!
saya dah mule rase mcm saye nie single . n sory la if awak prasan saye flirt dgn kwn2 saye dlm fb. tu sume sbb saye bosan . dah awak buzy sgt seye msj x blaz.
baby, b bukan nak demand sgt tpi i need to know that i m the 1 that u r looking for. baby i x nak salah pilih lagi. 

baby, 
i nak str8 4ward la nan u , i ade huge crush nan some1 else. dye kawan i , i anggap dye as my best fren. bby tau x, b4 i met dye, i dop b lonely gile as if b tgl kat dlm the deepest hell sensowang. after b kenal dye, omg , bby dengar lagu fireworks ketty perry en mcm tu la prasaan b tau after knal dye. mcm ade fireworks dlm bdn. tp bby,  dye just my fren m dats y i cant go further with him. dye cute, dye funny, dye active, dye baik n the best thing is dye childish mcm b and pendek mcm b haha.tapi dye study jauh kat ipoh but we still contact n bile contact tu best sgt. bby, if dye bg diri i ase mcm ade fireworks, bby tau x bby wat b rase mcm mane? u give the chance to fall in love again. b4, i was so damn fuck of with love but with u bby, b ase urrrrgh! suke sgt! it has been a long time since i said I LOVE YOU. and I DO LOVE YOU SAYANG. i just dont know u ckp u love i tu jujur or smate2 x nak bg i marah. =( i bg tau so that u phm2 la sndri. n i at the same time syg u as much as i like the person who i hv crush with. baby, if u prolonged this situation, im afraid ....
 ntah la bby ,

You are losing me my dear
=(

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