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let the people say that im obsess about goin home so what! duh! who wana stay here in this shit-hole so far away from anything. 35 days and counting, gosh! i just can t wait to get home, i think ive gone crazy about it. im always tease people all the time, laughing nonstop. always jumpin around. i even talk and acually be friend with students i nvr even know was here. huh! wat the hell kan ? anyway, i have to admit that im gonna miss everybody here, especially my chemist tcer aka mentor aka 2nd mom aka mdm suhada, my english tcer, mdm rose the best and coolest tcer in kmkn , my classmate whom i hate and love at the same time haha, but i'll nver miss this college though, it will nvr be in my memory. just the people in it. haaah!,

35 dayssssss!

cheers

coUld It be . . .

On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten."
So God agreed.

On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?"
And God agreed.

On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years."
The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty."
And God agreed again.

On the fourth day God created man. God said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. I'll give you twenty years."
Man said, "What? Only twenty years? Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty the cow gave back, and the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back, that makes eighty, okay?"

Okay," said God, "You've got a deal."

So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves; the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family; the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren; and the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.

Life has now been explained to you.

hahahaha, 

cheers,

la mia pAssionE . .

ever since im in kmkn, my taste buds can barely open itself to the dishes that has been prepared for us by the college. back home , i usually cook my own lunch and dinner but here, i have to either take it or leave it. i am stuck here with foods that are not satisfying and thank god im got just another month to stay here. i miss the moment where i tossed that french toast in the frying pan, scramble the egg , boil the spaghetti, tossed the salad. i just cant wait to get back home . to make things worst , i have to left my passion at home whenever i come here bcoz there is not a single mall or even store that supply my one n only passion.


cheers,

liFe . .

Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.
Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?

time t0 mAke misTakeS . . .

when we were young , people used to ask

"what do you want to be when you grow up?" 

and we said 

"pilot, lawyer,the prime minister, ..."

then when we get more mature, they asked again, and we said

"engineer, chef, event manager, ..."

as we grow older, they want some serious answer.

and so here goes,we said:

"the hell with it, i dont know .. 0.0' " 

we will never know what lies ahead, what we can do is plan. so, now is the time to make mistake, change courses, experience , thats what life is all about. experience. 

later when people ask again what are going to be. we dont have to think, we already know. 

sounds familiar huh. haha

anyway, i agree 100% with what she said. when i was little i always wanted to be a pilot. even though i am only 158 cm but i always excited when it comes to airplane.

during high school, i change my mind from being a pilot to become an engineer. the scientific knowledge fascinates me. however, in engineering school, i began to realize that the field dosent suites me.

i am an outgoing person. i like to socialize, travel a lot especially, meet people, learn about the world. i know , in engineering, i couldnt possibly do the stuff i like. i hate physics and math. even though that its the most important subject in the world rite? but now, i know that i dont want to "have" to do something instead, i "want" to do something. life is a challenge i know that but the challenge is what you make of it. if you have to do something , the challenge that u'll face gonna be a lot diffrent from the challenge of wanting to do something. it will be a fun challenge that you always waiting for , because its what you want to do.

so for me, i wana make a final judgment. after i finish foundation next month, i want to find a way to realize my 1 and only dream from i was young. to TRAVEL. i like to see the world. experience is what im looking for. this will be my goal for 2011. dont be afraid to do whats right for you. find means.life is to enjoy it, not to suffer.


cheers,

holDing oN . .

im holding on.

to something that is maybe pointless and worthless to others
but priceless to me.
life has kept you busy, but i'll never stop waiting for i know it will only be temporary .
nothing in this world that can bribe me on letting go of what im holding on rite now.
kill me, for that will be the only way i'll let go of it.

waiting for YOU is not a waste of time baby.

cheers,

p/s : XOXOXOXOXXXXXX miss u la f

yoU unChained me . . . .

You changed my world with a blink of an eye

That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest 

You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love

When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile

It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you

Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt

I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know 

I LOVE YOU more than what I could show