tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14554005556616192772024-03-15T01:04:14.714+08:00me , my life and my allshabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.comBlogger42125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-84884511525075591202011-04-25T13:13:00.002+08:002011-04-25T13:13:32.289+08:00near fUture<div style="border-bottom: dotted #632423 1.0pt; border-left: none; border-right: none; border-top: dotted #632423 1.0pt; margin-left: 1.0in; margin-right: 1.0in; mso-border-bottom-alt: dotted #632423 .25pt; mso-border-bottom-themecolor: accent2; mso-border-bottom-themecolor: accent2; mso-border-bottom-themeshade: 128; mso-border-bottom-themeshade: 128; mso-border-top-alt: dotted #632423 .25pt; mso-border-top-themecolor: accent2; mso-border-top-themecolor: accent2; mso-border-top-themeshade: 128; mso-border-top-themeshade: 128; mso-element: para-border-div; padding: 10.0pt 0in 4.0pt 0in;"> <div align="center" class="MsoIntenseQuote" style="margin-bottom: 10.0pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: 8.0pt; text-align: center;">my life as an adult & father ;D</div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Even though I might be 19 but having a vision of what I will do and what kind of life will I be living in the future is not something odd for some1 like me to be tinkin about. Ever since Im able to imagine I can’t stop imagining about my life after I graduate or during my work life. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: right;">My first goal is to have my own car well of course that is when I still living wit my parents. My dream car will be of course BMW. Who wouldn’t want a BMW rite but its only a dream car. My first car is goin to be the brand new civic. I love the aerodynamic of the car. A chrome blue-black coloured civic is da boom! </div><div align="right" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">My second goal Is to buy either a luxury apartment high above the sky or at least a land property situated ontop of a hill that overlooking the kl city. i always love the scenery of a city during the nyte, I want to make sure dat if I were to have a landed property it must have a gym and a pool. But most importantly my house will have a super cool bar and the space will be huge enough to host a monthly weekend partay! Haha </div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">My third goal is , since I have taken oath haha not to get married, so once I have a nice 6 figure income in my savings im gona adopt a little cute n handsome baby boy ;) why baby boy? Well simply because I am a boy and I know what the needs if a little young boy. He will have an undying love and care from me. he will go to the best of school, dance classes, music classes, martial arts and anything dat he want. I might spoil him yes, but I know he will love me as much as I love him koz he is my son ! ;) I want to name my son Daniel Zachery Amierul shabir hahaha panjang skit kot but I love Zachery . his frens will call him “Z” and that is soo cool. I will buy him his first car when he reach 18 along together with his 1<sup>st</sup> motorcycle if he want to. I wana see him going to the club in his dope ride haha. What a cool father I’ll be rite YEAH! </div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-90271034374085231962011-04-24T02:36:00.000+08:002011-04-24T02:36:34.879+08:00stagEssad, wana cry, down.<br />
this is wat i felt when i was watching a youtube post in my cousin's fb page.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">this short video clip is about the stages that exist in a relationship. i promise u that whoever yg tgk video ni yg pnh ade relationship for sure can relate to it someway. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">for me, i totally 1000% can relate to tis vid. its the same proses i've been tru when i was in high skol.</div><div style="text-align: center;">the saddest moment for me is when the guy read anniversary note from his gf but then he has already broke up. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i still have a jurnal wich is soo dear to me. </div><div style="text-align: center;">my most priceless possession.</div><div style="text-align: center;">much more priceless then my armani bags, gucci jackets, domanchi shoes</div><div style="text-align: center;">and any other stuff.</div><div style="text-align: center;">even if u give me 1 million $ i wouldnt gave it to u</div><div style="text-align: center;">simply bkoz it is a memory n u cant buy </div><div style="text-align: center;">some1 memory could u?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">after watching this vids i look back at the jurnal and read it again n </div><div style="text-align: center;">i swear , no matter how much i've read it, i still lauf at the jokes dat he wrote.</div><div style="text-align: center;">it just amazed me how much dat he knew me. </div><div style="text-align: center;">no matter how far we r after tiz, our memory will forever live. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">for those who r in a relationship rite now n r in stge 4 or 5,</div><div style="text-align: center;">please i beg u ! do something , wake up!! </div><div style="text-align: center;">save ur relationship. </div><div style="text-align: center;">u deserve it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">:-)</div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-65170872461498438322011-04-24T00:16:00.000+08:002011-04-24T00:16:46.138+08:00beR - anGan<div style="text-align: center;"><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">AAAaaaahhh~</div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Finally, I got a music player in my blog HAHA thanks to </div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Farien Damien , without whom, my blog would hv still be plane damn BOooorRIIING.</div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Anyway, I’ve been away for quite sometime. Actually bkoz I don’t know wat to update 2 u lots but now with the ever so fabulous Norah Jones playing in the background, I just felt I wana express something here about what I hv been tru tis past few days. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Ever since the fashion show, I just sat home n went to my Dr. appointment once a week. I thought that I would be damn bored at home but actually It kept me thinkin especially everynyte b4 I went 2 sleep. I think about tons of things , love, life , career to name a few. But most of the nyte I dono y but I kept tinkin about my love n career life. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">LOVE – </div><div class="MsoNormal">Well we all know wat love is rite. Some say love is blind koz everybody fall in love wit some1 dat to us, they don’t deserve each other but hey , love works in a mysterious way so don’t bother figuring it out . Just enjoy it while it is still there. Anyway, what kept me wake up is the thought that I wana fall in love again. I tink It has been so long since I give some1 my love n I know it is time to gv it. I know how special my love is. Only some1 with a true heart may hv it n I tink I’ve found dat some1 but im kinda afraid to , u know, approach dye. Haha malu konon! Anyway, im still tinkin of giving out clues b4 I pop out da question which I tink is a good way otherwise if I just ask point blank “do u wana be my forever after?” uiiiish! Kejo giloo. So for now, im gona try my best to make sure dat 1 day , me n u together 4 eternity ;-)</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">CAREER –</div><div class="MsoNormal">*sigh . im 19 soon 20 , 21 , tick tock tick tock the clock is tickin and the graveyard is callin. Hahaha gile dowh! Soon I’ll have to work n earn a living. kawen ? <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>owhhh! Nonono not for me, I have tekad x nak kawen. But since I love children so im planning when I hv a luxurious living im gona adopt a baby boy whom I will love n care forever. Y baby boy? Simply bkoz sng jage n I want him to have evrytin dat I don’t hv during my zaman kanak2. Im gona make sure hes cute hot n hensem, lots of gurls or boys(u nvr know riiite hahaha) chasin after him. im gona send him to the best of school and give him dance lesson, music, evrytin he wants! Yes im gona spoil him bkoz i know dat my son will nvr betray me even if he is spoil. whatever hes decision ,I’ll support him all the way trough. I wana be the best father any1 could ever wish for. WAAAH! Besar cite2 kau !! hahahah graduate pon belom kaaan~!! Haha . Im gona buy a luxury 2 story apartment, or at least buy a house kat atas bukit yg overlooking kl AAawwwwwh~ wat a view!! Just me n my son , my maid n my butler. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">p/s : x salah ade cite2 besau kan ;) </div></div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-38995019580003818712011-04-15T00:15:00.001+08:002011-04-23T23:43:42.717+08:00fiRe-w0rk!!! ;)<div style="text-align: center;">helo helo helo ! </div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha im soooo hapy today that i feel like i wana fly off 2 the sky n be free damn! im feelin fantastic</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">so ok, sbb nyer is , </div><div style="text-align: center;">today kan ade fashion show kat pavi tu so i went there with</div><div style="text-align: center;">the 1 n only most handsome , hunky, tall Beautiful friend i've ever had since high school </div><div style="text-align: center;">ijat khabir.</div><div style="text-align: center;">so mlm ni nak story2 la pasal date* ngn dye ceh hahah marah budak tu kang! ;p</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: right;">anyway nie story dye, ok so kitorang plan today nak grak kul 2</div><div style="text-align: right;">the plan was dat im gona pick him at his house but how da hell in this universe boleh kete i wat hal </div><div style="text-align: right;">harini gak so i pun klamkabut kol dye cakap </div><div style="text-align: right;">"ijat ko naik tren pai bts aku jumpe ko kat sane"</div><div style="text-align: right;">dye pon ok je, so kite jumpe la kat bts ~</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">hualaweeeeh!!! dari jauh terase bahang hot-ness dye tu.</div><div style="text-align: left;"> mentang2 model so body dye mmg cyes sexy dgn shape mcm tu. </div><div style="text-align: left;">i pun sbb kn kwn n da lme giler x hang out so butekan je la mate n hati hoho</div><div style="text-align: left;">since da lame x jumpe la kan so agak awkward la 1st tyme td </div><div style="text-align: left;">we both were tryin to hide sometin , </div><div style="text-align: left;">well actly , i was tryin to control n hiding2</div><div style="text-align: left;">but then after a while huaaa baru ku tau mamat ni wat pe slame ni. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">caye x caye, ijat da social .</div><div style="text-align: center;">i mean hes a human being . </div><div style="text-align: center;">hes a kl people. </div><div style="text-align: center;">hes a celebrity of his own world. </div><div style="text-align: center;">gosh there r tons of things dat i know about him just now</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe the fact dat we both very social, </div><div style="text-align: center;">we drink, we party , we clubbing </div><div style="text-align: center;">so i tink dat he found me more approachable then the rest of his frens. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i tink la kan. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">anywaym back to da story, then from bts kitowang grak hang tuah then jalan kaki pai ts</div><div style="text-align: right;">yg best nyer ble da sampai ts si ijat ni plak ckp </div><div style="text-align: right;">"weh aku pnt r, berpeloh 1 bdn"</div><div style="text-align: right;">-,-</div><div style="text-align: right;">i was like ijat ! u r mr mucle wat hapen!?</div><div style="text-align: right;">hohoho</div><div style="text-align: right;">but then nvrmind kitowang g toilet jap dye nak betolkan make up dye</div><div style="text-align: right;">hahaha</div><div style="text-align: right;">then grak pavi. </div><div style="text-align: right;">sampai pavi i told him dat i wana blanje him makan </div><div style="text-align: right;">bkoz he just got accepted to become a flight attendent dat day so </div><div style="text-align: right;">nak celebrate la kan</div><div style="text-align: right;">then </div><div style="text-align: right;">i tanye dye </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">"ijat ko nak mkn ape?ak blanje ko" then as usual</div><div style="text-align: left;">they will always said suke aty aku x kisah</div><div style="text-align: left;">=,= come on la nak blanje kot</div><div style="text-align: left;">then after pikir3 ingat nak bwk la dye mkn kat ben's TETAPI!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">haaar dye punye down-to-earth la dye kate x nak koz mahal. </div><div style="text-align: left;">for me, i dnt really care about the price instead</div><div style="text-align: left;">he wana go for kfc so i pun ok la jom la kfc pun kfc la aku yg blanje </div><div style="text-align: left;">hohoho</div><div style="text-align: left;">then smpai kfc, i ordered a huge order just for him.</div><div style="text-align: left;">so tgh2 mkn tu kitorang borak la psl kesusahan dye nak jd flight attendant </div><div style="text-align: left;">peerh punye la payah n strict giler </div><div style="text-align: left;">kire i respect him n proud dat he made it. </div><div style="text-align: left;">GOOD JOB MA MAN! </div><div style="text-align: left;">tyme nie jugak la dye cite kat i psl dye yg i cam wow! gak la</div><div style="text-align: left;">koz dulu malaikat je skang huaaa, malaikat pun kalah hahaha </div><div style="text-align: left;">sume3 la dye cite.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">then after mkn3 all dat i bwk dye g tmpat keje i 3rd floor, blanje minum </div><div style="text-align: center;">kami pun duk3 refill2 pai la kul 7 grak la pvi tgk show tu.</div><div style="text-align: center;">well,</div><div style="text-align: center;">just as i suspected dat its gona be boring. </div><div style="text-align: center;">its damn boring.</div><div style="text-align: center;">1- to many people</div><div style="text-align: center;">2- its not private or exclusive</div><div style="text-align: center;">3- too damn many people</div><div style="text-align: center;">4- the model got covered in all black skin suit</div><div style="text-align: center;">WTH!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">me n ijat went out rite after the men collection. </div><div style="text-align: center;">damn bored. </div><div style="text-align: center;">so kitorang pun balek la afterwards. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">well, otw nak blek tu adela kan borak2 mcm3 kan </div><div style="text-align: right;">but x kan nak ctew sni hoho</div><div style="text-align: right;">mane leh! kawan tuuh! </div><div style="text-align: right;">i love my friends. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">so anyway, i had a blast hang out with him n </div><div style="text-align: center;">he is now officially will be the 1 i call 1st to hang out with next tyme</div><div style="text-align: center;">hoho </div><div style="text-align: center;">love yah!</div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-30933284461795646652011-04-12T02:58:00.000+08:002011-04-12T02:58:28.651+08:00-no tiTle -title-less post .<br />
y?recen<br />
bekoz no word can simplify wat im about to story3 tonite. huhu<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">since it has been awhile so , there r actly plenty to talk about</div><div style="text-align: center;">but</div><div style="text-align: center;">im gona stick to the important 1 only.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">whch is abt me </div><div style="text-align: center;">as ALWAYS </div><div style="text-align: center;">hohoho.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">anyway,</div><div style="text-align: right;">recently, well not recently but last week,</div><div style="text-align: right;">i went shoppin at Celio my fav boutique</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">and, they invite me to a fashion show.</div><div style="text-align: center;">their brand launchin for exact. </div><div style="text-align: center;">they told me that its the 1st tyme that they r hosting a fashion show </div><div style="text-align: center;">anywhere in asia n the fact dat its in malaysia just make me proud to be malaysian hoho</div><div style="text-align: center;">so this thrusday, im goin to that fashion show at pavi center court ,7pm</div><div style="text-align: center;">to all my frens who dont hv invites, dont worry, u still can come and c it from outside the court. </div><div style="text-align: center;">;p</div><div style="text-align: center;">anyway,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">since i got the invite, i went shoppin for some spring n summer collection . i love spring , bkoz their fashion is just so relax n u dont hv to tink about it much. not like any other season where it almost took me 30 mnt to figure out what to wear evrday . </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">but spring uh~</div><div style="text-align: center;">anytin could do. </div><div style="text-align: center;">about my partner, im takin the famous ijat khabir, </div><div style="text-align: center;">my high skol fren. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i was goin to ask meor but since i have issue wit him </div><div style="text-align: center;">so, </div><div style="text-align: center;">there u go.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">im tinking after tht fashion show, im goin to top hat koz its damn early to go home at 10pm rite so </div><div style="text-align: center;">mind as well enjoy the nyte. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">anyway,</div><div style="text-align: center;">( y do i keep sayin dat word)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">huuurm wat next ,</div><div style="text-align: center;">owh yeah!</div><div style="text-align: center;">i met with some cute guys. </div><div style="text-align: center;">hoho</div><div style="text-align: center;">this 1 guy aclty a boy, a 15 y.o boy</div><div style="text-align: center;">he is just so cute i cyesly couldnt take my eye off him. hes been workin part time at my place n thanks god! he is placed under my care n guidance. </div><div style="text-align: center;">he is damn cute he remind me of you leong. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i really like the way he move. he got that X-factor on him . </div><div style="text-align: center;">u know,he always running when he is workin. i mean, literally running </div><div style="text-align: center;">i was like, "hey ah boi, hold ur horses, relax a bit, no rush, the guest arent goin anywhere"</div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaha so cute. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">soo lokin 4ward to c him again. </div><div style="text-align: center;">;)</div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-87586148211536613162011-04-01T00:28:00.000+08:002011-04-01T00:28:01.812+08:00it maDe me THINK!<div style="text-align: center;">there must be at least a moment in ur life where u pause for a while and start to think wat will happen in the future be given ur status quo. i for 1, am currently in that situation. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i've been thinking about it all day rite from the moment i woke up till now and the fact that i've got no1 to tell makes me even eager to write it in my blog so that my famly and frens especially wancho, i know u r reading tis, u always do. ;) </div><div style="text-align: center;">the question that i've been askin my self throughout da day is "wat if?" . </div><div style="text-align: center;">what if , for those who know the situation that im in rite now, what if, its get worst?</div><div style="text-align: center;">what if, my dad, couldn't take it anymore?</div><div style="text-align: center;">what if, something happen to me dad?</div><div style="text-align: center;">could i step up to be the head of the famly as i should be?</div><div style="text-align: center;">i've been finding a way out of this and i notice that there r none. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i could either, dont tink of it, which is damn F* impossible</div><div style="text-align: center;">or</div><div style="text-align: center;">solve it in any way that i can. </div><div style="text-align: center;">ever since i realized my situation, i began to be more less communicative as i used to. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i dont talk to people much, </div><div style="text-align: center;">although i m in desperate need of some1 to talk to. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i go out often by MYSELF. </div><div style="text-align: center;">watching movies by myself, </div><div style="text-align: center;">eating out by myself, </div><div style="text-align: center;">shopping by myself, </div><div style="text-align: center;">everytin.</div><div style="text-align: center;">i found myself less attracted to people,</div><div style="text-align: center;">only those group of people that i can trust n known for some time that i talk to.</div><div style="text-align: center;">i listen to jazz musics without any logical explanation.</div><div style="text-align: center;">evrytin is because </div><div style="text-align: center;">WHAT IF?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i> life is full of surprise</i></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">How does it come to this?</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">Indeed that you can never predict the future and the only sane thing to do is plan for the worst. Because when the worst comes, you must be prepare both physically and most important, mentally. I just finished my foundation studies in kedah last Thursday, and the excitement was unimaginable. I was so excited that I packed all my things a week before the final exam. I can’t wait to get back home, having a nice long hot shower, sleep in that cold bed in my cozy little room and sleeping while listening to the radio on my laptop, online and chattin til late night. Ha ha. I cant believe that I was so naïve to expect that nothing has change back home. The confident and normal look In my parents faces was convincing enuf that I know back home nothing has change. However, I couldn’t help but noticed that they kept on saying that I shouldn’t be so excited to go back home. Anyone that has been away for 1 year will most probably be missing home so much and eagerly to get home. But my parents played it cool and slow. So as my brother. I asked him about school. About how does he go to school every day, then he said the same bus of course. Nice one bro. thanks for hiding the truth from me and trying to comfort me with that manja-ing. I love you so much. I know that something was not right when my father deliberately pass the junction to our house. “nak pergi amik angah “ they say , funny that my maid was home , why should my brother be at some1 else house. That was when I start thinking. When we pulled over in front of this semi detached house with the lights turned off I was like, “ kanpe ttup lampu? Bukan ke adk aku ade” and my mom said that let me call my fren , but I notice that she kept on holding the phone but not calling any1. Then my father just pop out the fact “ hey this is our new house lah!” . all I can say was “hah” and the only thing I remember saying after that was, “ …” nothing. I only responded to questions asked by my parents and nothing else. I didn’t say anything , not a single word. How does it come to this? I was living large in serdang and now, 2 story house , half the size of my previous one. The only question that I wana ask is how long will it be? </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">I need a friend</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;">I never felt like this since you leong left me. This is the exact feeling that im having when you leong left me. helpless, clueless, I feel like suffocating , screaming but no 1 hear you. is this my fault? I need a friend, but who? You leong is buzy, fauzi is in ipoh. I need someone that already know me and understand my life. someone who knows my life journey from the very beginning. Someone like you leong and fauzi. Who? I alone in this empty world. no one care about me and no one want to. </div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-52117523440644167012011-03-01T16:38:00.000+08:002011-03-01T16:38:07.304+08:00its mY worSt nOightmare!!!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://planningforever.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/shocked-face.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://planningforever.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/shocked-face.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Its not happening!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Its not happening!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Its not happening!!!!!!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">no wonder la paper physics today senang mcm makan kacang !!</div><div style="text-align: center;">it seems that ade udang sbalek mee udang! </div><div style="text-align: center;">ok cite dye cam nie,</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was having my physics paper this morning and to my surprise the Q was not that hard. </div><div style="text-align: center;">i answered it all with ease. </div><div style="text-align: center;">then just as i tot that evryting gona be fine today, its not</div><div style="text-align: center;">me mom called n she was all happy n jolly at 1st then </div><div style="text-align: center;">come the utterly bad news for me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">she said </div><div style="text-align: center;">"along sory la ibu n baba tak boleh amik la khamis nie....."</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was like </div><div style="text-align: center;">"hAh! y lah"</div><div style="text-align: center;">then she told me that rizqan n athyna are having their exam this week n angah got olahraga thingy, </div><div style="text-align: center;">HUUUUAAaaaa! i wana go home. i dont wana stay here !</div><div style="text-align: center;">my mom told me that they can only pick me up on saturday </div><div style="text-align: center;">0.0</div><div style="text-align: center;">duh!</div><div style="text-align: center;">paling lame pun hari jumaat budak2 lain da clear. x kan la kene tgu sni sampai sabtu. </div><div style="text-align: center;">tidAAAAAAK!</div><div style="text-align: center;">no matter how , i will go home on thursday.</div><div style="text-align: center;">note it!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">but how yah? ;p </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-26103644298689231922011-03-01T16:07:00.003+08:002011-03-01T16:26:00.359+08:00you lOsing Me DeAr =(<div style="text-align: center;">long distance relationship, huh </div><div style="text-align: center;">people says it suppose to be more romantic then normal relationship.</div><div style="text-align: center;">im stating to doubt that. </div><div style="text-align: center;">apple pie, bile awak kate awak nak saya, saya pun time tu tengah mencari jalan untuk amik awak </div><div style="text-align: center;">jadi saya punye . awak kate awak sayang saya, tapi mane bukti nyer? saya dah bg full komitmen da. </div><div style="text-align: center;">saya prasan yg awak nie careerist , orng yg pentingkan life kerjaya more then life as a human being</div><div style="text-align: center;">but saya x kish sbb , at first. now, awak nak text saya pun shari skali je. saya bukan nak text awak 24 jam </div><div style="text-align: center;">tapi saya nak awak jd part of my life n part of myself. saya nak awak jd tmpat say mengadu, tmpat saye luahkan sumenye, tapi, since awak lebih pentingkan bende lain so saya x nak la kacau . </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya tau , saya slalu kacau awak nak study , saya mintak maaf sgt. tp org lain pun study jugak takde pulak diorang buzy je setiap mase. sometimes tu saya tgu awak msj or kol saya sampai 3 o 4pg sbb awak yg kate lepas habis keje awak nak text saye, nak kol saye , tapi. </div><div style="text-align: center;">bau pun xdak!</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya dah mule rase mcm saye nie single . n sory la if awak prasan saye flirt dgn kwn2 saye dlm fb. tu sume sbb saye bosan . dah awak buzy sgt seye msj x blaz.</div><div style="text-align: center;">baby, b bukan nak demand sgt tpi i need to know that i m the 1 that u r looking for. baby i x nak salah pilih lagi. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">baby, </div><div style="text-align: center;">i nak str8 4ward la nan u , i ade huge crush nan some1 else. dye kawan i , i anggap dye as my best fren. bby tau x, b4 i met dye, i dop b lonely gile as if b tgl kat dlm the deepest hell sensowang. after b kenal dye, omg , bby dengar lagu fireworks ketty perry en mcm tu la prasaan b tau after knal dye. mcm ade fireworks dlm bdn. tp bby, dye just my fren m dats y i cant go further with him. dye cute, dye funny, dye active, dye baik n the best thing is dye childish mcm b and pendek mcm b haha.tapi dye study jauh kat ipoh but we still contact n bile contact tu best sgt. bby, if dye bg diri i ase mcm ade fireworks, bby tau x bby wat b rase mcm mane? u give the chance to fall in love again. b4, i was so damn fuck of with love but with u bby, b ase urrrrgh! suke sgt! it has been a long time since i said I LOVE YOU. and I DO LOVE YOU SAYANG. i just dont know u ckp u love i tu jujur or smate2 x nak bg i marah. =( i bg tau so that u phm2 la sndri. n i at the same time syg u as much as i like the person who i hv crush with. baby, if u prolonged this situation, im afraid ....</div><div style="text-align: center;"> ntah la bby ,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">You are losing me my dear</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">=( </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-25281640833275369342011-02-07T20:56:00.000+08:002011-02-07T20:56:59.766+08:002 0 daYs ! !oMg! can you believe it?? <div><br />
</div><div>there is only 20 days left till i finish foundation. </div><div>HAHAHAHA </div><div>i thought that it was just yesterday i posted about 35 days of countdown and now theres is only 20 days left. </div><div>i am just so excited now. i cant wait to finish my finals and go home and finally out of this god forsaken place hahaha!</div><div><br />
</div><div>despite im being free at home, im sure im gonna miss my fren especially fauzi. maybe i should go to ipoh for a few weeks hehe, i miss the night where is celebrate his bday. thanks to the pirates, you guys made it so much cooler. that night was a brief of his bday surprise . theres a lot more to come. he'll just have to wait till his bday then. hehe.</div><div><br />
</div><div>anway, i m so excited to finish the last 20 nights of my life here in kmkn. to those who think i m annoying or there is something wrong with me, i just wana say that watever it is you guys talk about me, </div><div><br />
</div><div>I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT</div><div><br />
</div><div>im just being who i am, and if you dont like it fine just dont talk to me and dont talk behind my back . if you think that i m so wrong then what about you? you tink your so perfect ?</div><div><br />
</div><div>just a little something to tink about</div><div><br />
</div><div><i>cheers,</i></div><div><br />
</div><div><br />
</div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-79811623216859125352011-01-24T16:21:00.000+08:002011-01-24T16:21:03.530+08:003 5 , ,let the people say that im obsess about goin home so what! duh! who wana stay here in this shit-hole so far away from anything. 35 days and counting, gosh! i just can t wait to get home, i think ive gone crazy about it. im always tease people all the time, laughing nonstop. always jumpin around. i even talk and acually be friend with students i nvr even know was here. huh! wat the hell kan ? anyway, i have to admit that im gonna miss everybody here, especially my chemist tcer aka mentor aka 2nd mom aka mdm suhada, my english tcer, mdm rose the best and coolest tcer in kmkn , my classmate whom i hate and love at the same time haha, but i'll nver miss this college though, it will nvr be in my memory. just the people in it. haaah!,<br />
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35 dayssssss!<br />
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<i>cheers</i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-20885187072778855532011-01-20T21:45:00.002+08:002011-01-20T21:45:31.964+08:00coUld It be . . .<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <o:OfficeDocumentSettings> <o:RelyOnVML/> <o:AllowPNG/> </o:OfficeDocumentSettings> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span class="quote">On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." </span><br />
<span class="quote">So God agreed. </span><br />
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<span class="quote">On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?"</span><br />
<span class="quote">And God agreed. </span><br />
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<span class="quote">On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years."</span><br />
<span class="quote">The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty." </span><br />
<span class="quote">And God agreed again. </span><br />
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<span class="quote">On the fourth day God created man. God said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. I'll give you twenty years."</span><br />
<span class="quote">Man said, "What? Only twenty years? Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty the cow gave back, and the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back, that makes eighty, okay?" </span><br />
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<span class="quote">Okay," said God, "You've got a deal." </span><br />
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<span class="quote">So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves; the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family; the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren; and the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone. </span><br />
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<span class="quote">Life has now been explained to you.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="quote">hahahaha, </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="quote"><i>cheers,</i></span></div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-17164137799525788242011-01-20T08:49:00.000+08:002011-01-20T08:49:19.806+08:00la mia pAssionE . .<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjr4XAh-i3tAJYEokfCTjrwYaEcc2fH7zqSJsevJn_hKkLPskqkKucVmsUv-QPr8UrTN7KdBK7tOdWhrBVbG5s1EgEsCDqydamBGk8uL_0in63RKis8ESb69RQfj1yGLMTp8vEAwE0Dl3c/s1600/CHOCOLATE.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjr4XAh-i3tAJYEokfCTjrwYaEcc2fH7zqSJsevJn_hKkLPskqkKucVmsUv-QPr8UrTN7KdBK7tOdWhrBVbG5s1EgEsCDqydamBGk8uL_0in63RKis8ESb69RQfj1yGLMTp8vEAwE0Dl3c/s320/CHOCOLATE.JPG" width="225" /></a></div><br />
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ever since im in kmkn, my taste buds can barely open itself to the dishes that has been prepared for us by the college. back home , i usually cook my own lunch and dinner but here, i have to either take it or leave it. i am stuck here with foods that are not satisfying and thank god im got just another month to stay here. i miss the moment where i tossed that french toast in the frying pan, scramble the egg , boil the spaghetti, tossed the salad. i just cant wait to get back home . to make things worst , i have to left my passion at home whenever i come here bcoz there is not a single mall or even store that supply my one n only passion.<br />
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<i>cheers, </i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-69666048332826060832011-01-20T07:49:00.002+08:002011-01-20T07:49:59.138+08:00liFe . .<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <o:OfficeDocumentSettings> <o:RelyOnVML/> <o:AllowPNG/> </o:OfficeDocumentSettings> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="quote">Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.</span><br />
<span class="quote">and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart</span><br />
<span class="quote">Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.</span><br />
<span class="quote">The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.</span><br />
<span class="quote">If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.</span><br />
<span class="quote">Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.</span><br />
<span class="quote">Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.</span><br />
<span class="quote">Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?</span></div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-80300615789268267402011-01-16T18:56:00.000+08:002011-01-16T18:56:26.804+08:00time t0 mAke misTakeS . . .<div style="text-align: center;">when we were young , people used to ask</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">"what do you want to be when you grow up?" </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">and we said </div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">"pilot, lawyer,the prime minister, ..."</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">then when we get more mature, they asked again, and we said</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">"engineer, chef, event manager, ..."</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">as we grow older, they want some serious answer.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">and so here goes,we said:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">"the hell with it, i dont know .. 0.0' " </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">we will never know what lies ahead, what we can do is plan. so, now is the time to make mistake, change courses, experience , thats what life is all about. experience. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">later when people ask again what are going to be. we dont have to think, we already know. </div><br />
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sounds familiar huh. haha<br />
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anyway, i agree 100% with what she said. when i was little i always wanted to be a pilot. even though i am only 158 cm but i always excited when it comes to airplane.<br />
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during high school, i change my mind from being a pilot to become an engineer. the scientific knowledge fascinates me. however, in engineering school, i began to realize that the field dosent suites me.<br />
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i am an outgoing person. i like to socialize, travel a lot especially, meet people, learn about the world. i know , in engineering, i couldnt possibly do the stuff i like. i hate physics and math. even though that its the most important subject in the world rite? but now, i know that i dont want to "have" to do something instead, i "want" to do something. life is a challenge i know that but the challenge is what you make of it. if you have to do something , the challenge that u'll face gonna be a lot diffrent from the challenge of wanting to do something. it will be a fun challenge that you always waiting for , because its what you want to do.<br />
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so for me, i wana make a final judgment. after i finish foundation next month, i want to find a way to realize my 1 and only dream from i was young. to TRAVEL. i like to see the world. experience is what im looking for. this will be my goal for 2011. dont be afraid to do whats right for you. find means.life is to enjoy it, not to suffer.<br />
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<i>cheers,</i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-19280994497742520962011-01-11T21:38:00.000+08:002011-01-11T21:38:18.384+08:00holDing oN . .im holding on.<br />
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to something that is maybe pointless and worthless to others<br />
but priceless to me.<br />
life has kept you busy, but i'll never stop waiting for i know it will only be temporary . <br />
nothing in this world that can bribe me on letting go of what im holding on rite now.<br />
kill me, for that will be the only way i'll let go of it.<br />
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waiting for YOU is not a waste of time baby.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">cheers, </div><br />
p/s : XOXOXOXOXXXXXX miss u la fshabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-21522733444147238602011-01-11T20:54:00.000+08:002011-01-11T20:54:52.183+08:00yoU unChained me . . . .<div style="text-align: center;">You changed my world with a blink of an eye </div><div style="text-align: center;">That is something that I can not deny <br />
You put my soul from worst to best <br />
That is why I treasure you my dearest </div><div style="text-align: center;">You just don't know what you have done for me <br />
You even pushed me to the best that I can be <br />
You really are an angel sent from above <br />
To take care of me and shower with love </div><div style="text-align: center;">When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear <br />
And your touch have chased away all of my fear <br />
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile <br />
It is even better everytime you smile </div><div style="text-align: center;">It so magical those things you've made <br />
To bring back my faith that almost fade <br />
Now my life is a dream come true <br />
It all began when I was loved by you </div><div style="text-align: center;">Now I have found what I am looking for <br />
It's you and your love and nothing more <br />
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment <br />
In my life something I've never felt </div><div style="text-align: center;">I wish I could talk 'til the end of day <br />
But now I'm running out of things to say <br />
So I'll end by the line you already know </div><div style="text-align: center;">I LOVE YOU more than what I could show </div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-15004024757260149612011-01-10T22:21:00.000+08:002011-01-10T22:21:59.092+08:00a kIss frOm aFari looked up in the sky n i saw a bright star twinkling alone in that vast empty space.i cant imagine how lonely that star might be. just sat there alone with no others to accompany it. and then i turn around and i saw the moon. also alone sat there shining the earth with it's glowing light. and then i realized that the star and the moon, despite far away from each other, they still glow no matter what and i know they'll always appear together no matter what.stick together no matter what.<br />
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that is how i feel towards you 6. if you are reading this , know that i still n will forever n ever love you =) .<br />
just remember that i'll be there for you and when the whole world's gone, u always have my shoulder to cry on.<br />
<div style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: x-large;"><b><i>i miss you</i></b></span></div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-69495589356112622922011-01-10T18:44:00.000+08:002011-01-10T18:44:26.223+08:00at Last !hi evryone~~<br />
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it has been a few days since the last time i post. i've been very buzy lately with my kazen's wedding and boy it was superb. i'll remember the wedding till the day i die. it was very garden-ish and english style wedding. my kazen's dress was sooo AMAZING! it was the wedding of the decade thats for sure. hahaha, anyway now i am back in college , unfortunately. i miss home so much , despite all the troubles that my family are having rite now , i still miss my home. i just cant wait to wait till march . i cant wait get out of this "mud hole".<br />
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but, as usual , i miss my fren so much. i tot i could meet him in kl yesterday but i totally forgot that he is in ipoh and his next holiday is goin to be somewhere in the end of january i think. but i dont tink i can go home. i wanted to but ,,, i hope i can. it has been so long since the last time we've met and i actly wana say sory for taking his gf out without his permission. i know his mad at me, but he did'nt show it. i really wana make out with him .. ops! i mean make it up to him, after wht i've done. hahaha. till next post.<br />
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<i>cheers.</i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-76833194001751346122011-01-06T08:08:00.000+08:002011-01-06T08:08:23.276+08:00its heaVen~i've never been so myself ever since the last post i made here. its so amazing how the power of convince and believe can change u and your thoughts and how you feel. ever since i decided to act for my own and live for my own, evrythings just began to become clear to me. i woke up with a smile evryday and sleep soundly like a baby. i am great full that i took the first step and act . it really is a life changing experience. evrything in this world has been lay out for you and it is u who must take advantage upon it. remember, you just need to be u , yourself. dont be who you want to be just be yourself and you'll be amazed on how much you will accomplish just by doin that. find your passion and let that be your armor and who you are will be your greatest weapon. no one can touch you, no one can harm you. you are invincible.<br />
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<i>cheers love,</i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-47897670011088574312011-01-04T22:04:00.001+08:002011-01-11T22:25:11.823+08:00mish you buddy!!pojie!! i miss u larh. its has been a while kan . yeke? or is it that just yesterday we chatted? hahaha but biarlah i miss you ! im going back to kl this Thursday until sunday , just hope that u were there hehe . maybe later after my final i'll stay in ipoh for a couple of weeks just so that we could hang out =) ahaaaaaaaa cant wait to c u again =( eh btw, i miss that cute lil sis of yours hahahaha. <br />
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<i>cheers,</i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-52864242034599390162011-01-04T14:45:00.000+08:002011-01-04T14:45:29.706+08:00y are they just listening.!!!????huh! how could we know for sure whether someone truly understand us or just feeling sympathy because what we told them was sympathetic? for all this time, i've been talking to people that i thought i could trust , people that i thought could somehow understand me and support me on whatever decision i made but then i realize. if i were just talking and them listening, how could i be so sure that they even care. maybe they listen because they want to hear you in misery, depress and all that stuff. maybe that they were hoping that you talked to them so that they could spread it to evryone else about how deep shit you are in rite now. i once had a perfect world that i knew , it wouldn't go away but i did. then i realized that life is too short and too huge to have only 1 perfect world. i know that i can relieve that moment again but this time with the right person, at the right time and place. that is my dream. to be living in my own perfect world where evrything and everybody else is just my subconscious. THAT IS MY D.R.E.A.M.<br />
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its never easy for me to share this with people , koz people might take it as some silly milly imagination just because they believe that there can never be a PERFECT world. nothing is perfect as they say. not to me. no sir. to me, my dream is out there somewhere, just sitting there waiting for me, and only me to grasp it. and once i get it, BAAAAM! nothing else matter. when i was young, the adults always asked me what is my ambition when i grow up and i always say,<br />
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"a pilot. i wana be a pilot"<br />
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and the adults would say<br />
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"owh my lord a pilot? what a great ambition you have dear, hold on to it. never let go. if that is your dream then go for it"<br />
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i did hold to that ambition. i hold to that ambition so strong that it became my dream. and once i grew up, it shattered . because people no longer say what they say to you when you were young, instead, they rather<br />
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"owhmyzara~! a pilot? but u r so small! a pilot should be tall and handsome. how on earth you could be a pilot eh?"<br />
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heh! when you grew up, people no longer put high hope for you to fulfill your dreams, they more likely be happy to see you cleaning the sewer then having a dream. i once said to myself that i dont want to have any dreams or ambitions in my life so that if it doesn't come true, i wouldn't be so sad. but i was gratefully wrong. not having a dream or ambition is like not knowing why are you here in the first place. its like driving without a steering wheel, you just hit the gas and let it takes you anywhere. better die a thousand death then not having a single dream in life.<br />
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after a while i realize that having and holding a dream is easy but realizing it , now that's the tough part. its a race. people will do whatever it takes so that your dream could not be fulfill. and it is up to you to stand up and face them and say<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">ENOUGH! </div><div style="text-align: center;">I WANNA DO IT MY WAY!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i know, that i will never achieve my dream if i become the passenger. its time for me to become the driver of my own life. i decide when to make a turn, i decide when to hit the break and i decide when to hit the gas. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">i had enough , if what i am doing right now is not realizing my dream then i must stop. if i cannot stop the so be it. i will finish this journey to the very end but not with my heart in it. because my heart is awaiting for me out there with my dream. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Shakespeare once said that this world is a stage of play and we all are the actor . he is right, damn right. its time for me to ACT!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>cheers,</i></div>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-10104389965241280012011-01-01T07:02:00.000+08:002011-01-01T07:03:07.214+08:00something To remEmber . .gosh! im at KMKN already?? kenape cepat sgt la mase berlalu ni... hmm<br />
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anyway, it wasnt that hard for me to leave since my hope of seeing my best fren b4 i go has been fulfill, thanks pojie for the shirt i love it so much , it is priceless babe =))<br />
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the only thing that i regret is that when all my frens were celebrating in the clubs i was on board a bus on route to Kuala Nerang. to me, it just so wrong . the fb home page was fill with people updating their status about how amazing the party and the countdown was. i was actually quite amazed y most people went to La Queen last nite. haha nampak sgt mmg da nak kiamat.<br />
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but thanks to daniel, tak de la boring dalam bas tu. =))<br />
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cheers,shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-17029393946050271212010-12-30T21:25:00.000+08:002010-12-30T21:25:57.152+08:00fucK & yEs !!i consider today is the worst day and the best day of my life hahaha.<br />
today is the worst because i got a fuckin' freakin' fever while playing bowling at wagsa walk and god i almost wana kill myself. my whole body was in pain as if 1000 knives stab me nonstop. my head was as heavy as the mountains and all i could think of was bed bed bed bed and bed. thanks to mama, dye bg ubt demam, otherwise da pengsan da.<br />
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despite all the freakishly fuckin things that had happened to me, i also consider today is the best day of my life bkoz , hes back. hahahaha, cant wait to hear his story and since its already late so my plan has to be postpone till tomorrow and god ! please make it worth it.<br />
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so until tomorrow then,<br />
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<i>cheers,</i><br />
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<i>p/s : rindu dye, rindu dye , rindu dyeeeee! i miss you like crazy babe haha </i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1455400555661619277.post-66593361484017908812010-12-30T11:31:00.000+08:002010-12-30T11:31:50.350+08:00whAt iF . .it's thursday, and i'm as nervous as hell here. i don't expect for him to understand but i just want him to know, that's all. i thought i could get rid of the nervous by sending my brother to school but as usual, i woke up late again. puufh ,<br />
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the plan for today is that i have a bowling tournament with my cousins and a very annoying uncle who think he is better then anyone. im kinda broke, haha so i m thinking about how to pau my uncle to buy me a pair of slippers . you see, at college i always forgot to buy me self a new slippers just because i kinda thought it wasn't that important.<br />
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anyway , life as i know it is about to change . i love 6 but i dont put a high hope on him bcoz i know that he'll say "it's better if we be frens" .i just want him to know how i feel , thats all. huhu<br />
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its funny, im having a huge crush on 6 but at the same time a kid kinda have a crush on me. and im dont know if i should be thnkful or confuse. haha, but the kid is kinda fun to be with, we txt a lot, and i mean a lot , like from day in to day out hahaha. so perhaps i should be thankful for i have a choice to make and not feel guilty about it<br />
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<i>cheers,</i>shabirhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14731433444365690077noreply@blogger.com0